The very heart of a Hibiscus!
Well, 2005 is well on it's way, I'm back at work and the rhythm and routine is returning to my life ... sort of. I've been feeling a little discontent these days, I guess it's only normal as I move from the part of my life where I was a single mother with a daughter at home to a single woman alone ... all alone!
Although Mandy is still in and out a lot, I'm getting a pretty good idea what it's going to be like to be on my own ... eeek! I'm not sure how good I am at alone, I guess only time will tell.
No doubt I will have a lot of new choices to make soon, I've never been all that impulsive (I tend to be a deliberate person pondering the possibilities before I make a decision). So ... I'm reserving the first part of this New Year to taking an up close look at past choices I've made that have resulted in my successes and failures, my joy and my pain, my gratitude and remorse.
Not sure exactly which direction I'm headed, I just know that I do not want the rest of my life to be filled with choices that I've never even considered. I've been in the position before where I've had to live for a long, long time with the choices I've made, the good the bad and the ugly.
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