Wednesday, March 24, 2004

In search of me

      I am 41 years old, a single mother in South Florida. I have fewer responsibilities to others than I ever have in my life. My life is finally becomming my own and sometimes I dont take full advantage of that freedom.

     I am in search of me. I am learning that every day I am given the opportunity to reinvent my self and the sky is the limit.

     Finding adventure and pleasure is becomming a driving force in my life. Creative liberties for my future are compleatly in my hands. No one is going to pave the way for me.

     I  do have to remind my self sometimes to let love in. I forget that love like life is not a constant state of being. It is made up of ordinary moments and incredible moments. Being loveable is the first step to being able to love.

     When I care enough to listen to a friends thoughts, truths and new ideas they will often care enough to listen back and then I feel loved and less alone.

 

    

  

    

     

  

 

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Now it has a comment! So technically I am the first person to leave you one!

Anonymous said...

What an interesting first look at you, Coy!  I think your journal really represents what you originally set out to do here.  It's been so fun getting to know you.  ::smile::

Anonymous said...

Look at all the comments you are getting on your first entry!  It WAS fun to come here and read a bit more about you.  It's been fun getting to know you via the journal.  I hope to learn more about you in the future too.  I'm going to slowly make way through some of the older entries this rainy weekend.

Monica

Anonymous said...

I've been wanting to check out your early entries for awhile now. Girlfriend, you wrie beautifully!!! This first entry is perfect. Hugs to you~Ann : ) (ps- technically, I'm not supposed to be here, but J-land is addicting-- so I'm sneaking to read a few entries) : ) : ) : )

Anonymous said...

What a wonderful first entry and perfect way to start this journal.  
~JerseyGirl  

Anonymous said...

Boo!  It's me, Coy!  Just wanted to read your first entry... I should go back and peruse some Early Coy.  Again, Happy Anniversary!  ;-) Albert  

ps:  I feel like EDITING my first entry, my one-year anniversary is coming up April 10th!  --Albert