Our Margaritaville Party was almost a week ago now and it was absolutely perfect. There were 120 guest, people I know and love the most. I also invited my 3 closest friends to be there, we all felt very excited about the night. Photo above front couples my friend Marylou on the left, Sheila on the right and both of their husbands named Louis. One friend missing and it has made me feel so sad all week. Don't ever recall being stood up by a friend before, I am sure it is something more.
Not to often will you find me down or blue. Don't have time for this to often. I am always afraid I'll miss something if I take time out for tears or fears. But this week no matter how I've tried to shake it, my heart has felt empty and sad.
I have known David for 7 or 8 years now, we worked together for years. We talk together almost every single day and with out a word he decided not only not to show for the party, but not to call, IM or E mail for over 10 days now.
I guess this is why I havent written much this week, even though I have so many things to say. I am concerned about my friend, I am concerned about feeling so sad, wondering when the tears will go away.
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